Tuesday, December 27, 2005

what it feels like to have...2 hours of sleep

so i was feeling a bit crappy yesterday so i took a 24 hour sudafed...ya..when they say 24 hour they mean it...i was up till 6am...haha i feel like im not even awake. i read a whole book and created this blog...watched 2 movies and then when i finally got to sleep my gma's stupid poodle was barking like crazy and she made me take it for a walk at like 830...this is why i am leaving my casa as soon as possible.
so my awesome uncle bought us a mr coffee espresso machine...it's awesome...maddi and i kept makin them...she's the foam queen and i am the espresso master...haha..it was so funny and they kept takin pictures of us...hilarious. jordan and carol are the coolest people! tyler(their son/my cousin) sent a bunch of pictures for us all to see and then in the letter just kept makin fun of maddi and i...seems like she and i make quite an impression in the family...i think its cause we're so loud...haha oh well...im gonna try to shower and look human!! Think maddi and i are goin to family stone...j i will give you my opinion later...haha...bloggin is weird

i caved...what can i say im alone in utah and im 20

aight so heres the deal....everyone is bloggin in...using blog in song phrases...communicating through blogs...yada yada yada...so here i am at 2 am putting together a blog so i can feel somewhat connected to the outside world. christmas break sucks when your only friend is your sister...but she wants to go be with her other friends...lame.
i just finished up the big 2-0 birthday...and let me tell you...weird. 20...twenty...1/4 to a hundred...one year from vegas...2o. sheesh...i really didnt ever think of what my life would be like when i would be twenty because a-i dont really think that much 2- my bday is the day after christmas so i think about that holiday shiz instead of bday d- it seems old...haha oh well im not going to be sad to say goodbye to the teen years...this is why: jrhigh/high school...really what was so great about that...NOTHING torture looking back i think the best memories of teendom were really pretending that i wasnt a teen. this might not make sense to all 2 of you people reading this right now but at 2 am who cares.
another rant i have is Poodles...i hate them...they are MESSED up dogs...if they still are dogs...really i mean they are prime examples of where inbreeding when wrong. i swear they are born with no brain and several mental disorders that not even the smartest scientists can figure out. the reason for this intense hatred for poodles is the fact that my gma and "Sam-Sam" ( yes thats his friggin name) are sleeping across the hall from me and for the past 3 days have made my mornings start at 6am...do you know how early that is?!? well i didnt till 3 days ago...oh the pain...OK enough...i'll stop
ok...pretty sure this blog thing is going to be a long process for me to reach such ranks as jenny or kristi but hey...im all about growing experiences and something to do at 2 am...amen to Diet Coke and birthday cake!!! Wow...i need to start a normal sleeping pattern...night...hope this was a decent start to my blogdom